OK - here I sit on December 10th, 2006. Sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. I am out of breath when I walk up the stairs into my apartment. I no longer look in the mirror and see a beautiful girl. I try and try to find "postitive" things to think about myself... but it is becoming more and more difficult because I am just unhappy with ME.
I keep bugging my boyfriend, Vinny, about why he won't have the "marriage" conversation with. But if I don't like myself --- how can I expect him to want to talk about spending the rest of his life with me?
So today, I commit to changing my lifestyle. Changing the way I eat forever. Changing ME! Finding ME! So, this is why I named the blog what I did... The journey of finding Jessica... I'd like to thank all my friends and family in advance for their support and encouragement as I move forward. I won't be able to do it without you.
Much love, Jess
I keep bugging my boyfriend, Vinny, about why he won't have the "marriage" conversation with. But if I don't like myself --- how can I expect him to want to talk about spending the rest of his life with me?
So today, I commit to changing my lifestyle. Changing the way I eat forever. Changing ME! Finding ME! So, this is why I named the blog what I did... The journey of finding Jessica... I'd like to thank all my friends and family in advance for their support and encouragement as I move forward. I won't be able to do it without you.
Much love, Jess
Here are my first official "before" pictures... I read somewhere that you should take pictures once a month in the same clothes to view your changes... so we'll try that out for continued motivation!!!
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